and I'm currently exactly like this yellow fella.

Of course, NOT to what it says in the picture.
No thank you, I have a nose and i don't wish for more or else i'll look like an alien. -______- haha.

So, yeah, all these while i'm feeling sooooooo.
HAIYAAAAA.

I think i cried way too much this year.
and i think Mas is being such a weakling lately.
MAS!!!!
Where art thou?
-______-

annddd...
It's time to be a big girl now, because big girls don't cry.

Great, i'm suspended from hockey, till a veeerrryyyy long time from now. :(
Yepp, lousy VC.
LOUSY, LOUSY, LOUSY.
Since i'm suspended, watch me. Watch me grow fat like Colleen's blog! :D woo.
FAT=HAPPY. :)

I am so gonna miss hockey and you girls badly. :(

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To the July babies:

o4 July 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 2ND BRO!! :D
Thanks for being the goondoo-est bro i ever had, apart from 1st bro. haha.
Eventhough you're 26, your childishness can never hide from me!
Thanks for being the joker (that makes me happy, not the other kinda joker.) that always make me laugh like siao brown cow!
LOVE YOO DEEP DEEP. <3

30th July 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!!!
mummy poko. -________- haha.
'HEY MOM', Sorry for being such a bad daughter, thinking that your birthday's on the 31st instead!
I swear i recorded it under 31st July! hahah.
May flowery, rosery and orchid(??) happiness always be with yoo!
LOVELOVE! <3>

Vokkaayy, the irony, they were the ones that followed me along to the office yesterday.
2nd Bro and Mummy, i am REALLY sorry about yesterday.
Sorry that i let you down.
Sorry that i brought disappointment.
If only you understand what i've been going through.
But i guess, somethings are better left unsaid.
I shall squash that ugly disappointment away.
I can't promise that, but i would definitely try my very best. :)

Yes, my results are really THAT disappointing.
All because of a single reason that leads to other factors.

Wish I knew then, what I know now.
You held all the cards and sold me out.
Baby, shame on you if you fooled me once.
Shame on me if you fooled me twice .
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack.
I should've known better but I didn't,
And I can't go back.



You, had the best of me.
Thank you, for leaving the worse.
I was a pawn in your game,
now it's checkmate.
I hope you got what you wanted.
I hope you're happy.
I hope life would be kind to you.
Cause if everything you wanted a few months back was difficult to get,
Well, you got them now.
I'm sure you do.
So much for all the sorries you said.
I was so gullible to believe that they were true.
Then again, thanks for the friendships i've made throughout the whole journey.
Thanks for teaching me to be more aware and careful.
That make-beliefs and miracles are just illusionary.
and the reason is was You.

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and to Syuhaidah: I hope you're gonna do just fine without one person in your life now.
Well honey, just keep on praying that she's doing fine up there. :) which i'm sure she is.
BE STRONG, vokay?? I love yoo!!! :D


Now, it's my turn to worry.

Malak(On top, is so yoo larh! haha.), Jee, Mel, Eli, I MISS YOO NINAS!!! :S
PLS try to make it to PeeJay this Sat!!!!! :D WOO.